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A dreamer, a high aimer, trying striving to achieve the best of both worlds

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‏لَّقَدْ كَفَرَ ٱلَّذِينَ قَالُوٓا إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ ثَالِثُ ثَلَثَةٍ وَمَا مِنْ إِلَهٍ إِلَّآ إِلَهٌ وَحِدٌ وَإِن لَّمْ يَنتَهُوا عَمَّا يَقُولُونَ لَيَمَسَّنَّ ٱلَّذِينَ كَفَرُوا مِنْهُمْ عَذَابٌ أَلِيمٌ
Those people who say that God is the third of three are defying [the truth]: there is only One God. If they persist in what they're saying, a painful punishment will afflict those of them who persists
[5: 73 المائدة‎ (the feast)]


When was the last time you cried? Not a few drops of salty water from your eyes, or the odd tear that slipped down your face while watching a tragic event.

I'm talking about warm tears of the heart. Tears that sting your face because they've been there so long, their bitter saltiness hurts your skin.

Tears flow when we remember how much Allah has blessed us with and how much we disobey Him. We can never repay Allah for everything we have, yet we still blatantly commit sins both big and small: whether it's backbiting, hurting other human beings, not standing up for the truth, treating our family badly, lying, doing good deeds to show off, cheating, disobeying God's commands..

Allah opens ways out of problems for us, easing our burdens. Yet, we still disobey Him and take His Mercy for granted.

And the most telling example of a man who few would think would cry because of Allah is Umar, may Allah be pleased with him. He was known for being strong, fearless, and uncompromising when it came to matters of faith. Yet, Abdullah ibn Isa said that Umar had two black streaks on his face because of constant weeping.

I'm not as strong as pious as Umar but I do have my share of crying. Never have I cried so much in a week. Ongoing. I fear the punishment of Allah. Why can't I remind myself of the punishment in the Hereafter which is eternal? Just the steam from a boiling kettle stings me, what about the flame of the Hellfire?

I pray to God to keep me strong. And patient. During these tough, painful times. So hard I don't know who to turn to at times...

Alhamdulillah that I am able to witness something humorous and knowledgeable today :)
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