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 3.11.10 @ 11:51:00Hey, I just keep trying
Bismillahirrohmanirrohim  My fellow green team [Picah, me, Kat, Khausar, Raheel, Kavish] Wow! This must be my second post since I reached Newcastle. Well, to summarise, I enjoy it so far. Last year was full of uncertainties. Will I fit in here? With my housemates? Bruneians? My coursemate? Can I be independent? Alhamdulillah. This year. Those worries are gone (or shall i say minimal..) I tried to move away from being pessimist and strive to try something new every time! And!! I'm actually invited to my ex-groupmate outing!! Well. I know it sounds sad. But. It really means a lot to me! :) I thought they looked at me as this "shy stammering short asian" and won't care less about me. But hey, I'm glad that wasn't totally correct! Of course being too motivated isn't always a good thing. I can't always do everything but I really wish I can.. That said, I always forget to remember that life here is temporary and that the after life. The life that I sought for is much much better than this. Frankly speaking I can't imagine how it can be. That's why I'm striving for it! I can finally say. I'm glad I chose newcastle. With nice house (clean kitchen and bathroom are a must!!), lovely housemates, awesome friends, great islamic exposure, amazing environment. I couldn't ask for more. This became more clear to me in Leeds. To that one person especially. Thank you. Though the weather can be a pain but every time after I sleep I feel satisfied knowing I survived the day. And pray to God, I can survive the next ordeal again the next day :) Wasallam.
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