if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

1.7.09

Hey, it actually does feel a bit lonely

I will really gonna miss them :( (Im missing them already)
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Waj, Rab, Ming, Baz

You guys will make great seniors. I assured you. Fun, caring and bubbly. You won't let them down. Seriously (woman's instinct maan)

Greatest juniors ever. No doubts there ;)

Rabi owes me a signature!

I am not jiwang... at 14:00:00
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Hey, I actually met a famous guy!

Feast your eyes on this!!!

I met the real Rowan Atkinson aka Mr Bean!!! (who just got a new perm!)


Or so I lied..


I mean isn't there a VERY STRIKING resemblance between him and the man himself? Fyi, the man is my Duke of Edinburgh mentor, Mr Morton, he's a nice guy, first time I met him, I thought he was his lost twin. Im sad

I am not jiwang... at 13:42:00
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30.6.09

Captain panat

cheng cheng cheng cheng!
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HAAAAAPPPPYY SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAAAAYY TO NAAAABZ!!
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Wheee~
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Last year you make a post for me, now it's my turn to make a post for u :P
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I've known her since I was in form1. Ugama sama class. The lima alif. Strict-iest class ever. Berani lagi tu me and nabs main-main seb-atas-seb-bawah depan The cikgu noraini. We sat in front lagi tu, well after azka and izzat la (dorang ani.. suka main jua! Haha). Kami selalu lagi lambat balik, so always main-main some more. Macam inda tau beranti ani xP Nabz really cool la, aku kajut ia a year younger than me. TINGGI WA~ Ok la, saya accept dah. Its okay "sniff"
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Seriously I think if I havent gone on the express course, I really think aku bergang-ies dengan Nabz. Kami macam sama mentality! (good thing right?) Ada masa this Easter hols, I lawat MS, well, for the sake of meeting friends. Then lambat balik, have to balik with my lil sis. Then ada tia si Nabz jua! Lambat balik jua!! Hahaha old memories!! Then kami main-main, cakap-cakap pasal captain planet ka, nyanyi the theme song. It feels as if I havent separated from her. Rindu ihh~
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And... I think you still have my detective conan book? :P Hahaha gatah keep, my advanced hadiah tu :P See u soooooon
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Hahaha kami sampat lagi main dengan camera masa Hulu practice

Nanti kami vain properly okay? ;P

I am not jiwang... at 00:14:00
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20.6.09

Masterpiece

I just watched Tim Burton's movie the Big Fish the third time. It still never fail to make me cry. The ending was so beautiful. The movie shows the bond between a son and a father and it just touched me so much. Haha halfway through the ending scene, Nung interrupted pulang (I was actually crying dah tu!) to ask me to weigh her stuff for packing. Yea, wipe me eyes, help her for a bit then went to my room and continue the film. Hahaha just going back to the mood of the movie and song, nangis tia balik!! Gila wa the impact!
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"A man tells a story so many times that he himself becomes the story" A truly highly recommended movie.
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Haaai, so now packing macam gila! Banyak rupanya bajuku di UK ani, kan buang ke charity, inda berjadi jua. Ada stuff look oversized tapi it may be good for next winter or may be too small, but still clinging to the hope, the exercise regime I'm doing now may make it fit soon. Ahh!! So many variables! Alum abis exam tapi just need to pack now!
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Yesterday I watched Night at the Museum with Rabi, Wajee, Rachel and Carmen. The juniors :p Awesome la the movie. It was funny, the villain was different. Keep laughing when he talks tapi the other audience (the orang puteh) inda banyak ketawa wa. Macam me and Rabi saja yang ketawa bising. Lain rasanya. Different ka sense of humour kami dengan orang Puteh? The one weird thing I found about orang puteh ani is if they found something amusing they would say "Ohh that's hillarious" Tapi inda ketawa!! Macam lain jua tu? Hillarious apa ka tu? "that's really funny~" Well if it is.. Ketawa la! Confusing bunch :P
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Karang malam kana bawa makan ASK with the Bruneians. The final dinner sama-sama since Mimi, Zazi and Zah gonna be in London next week and Baz, Wajee and Rabi ada Biology trip and Ming ada Duke of Edinburgh training. Yup, gonna be one loner Bruneian di Cheltenham. It doesnt really matter. When you're in UK, being alone doesn't seem so bad anymore, in a sense it gives me more space to think, reflect. Jadi doktor pun biasa anti-social jua I heard. Just moving forward one step at a time ni
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Exam been okay. Especially after Bapa telefon on his way to Brussels. From then on the exam was good. Always leave the exam hall with a good feelings. It was nice. Now that I've reconciled with Ted, the future do seem a bit brighter than before.
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Haha baru saja teringat. Kelmarin after the movie, Miri went inside my room. She told me la her stories of her last day in school (She's going to Bonnaire next week) so I hugged her cause I'm so happy for her to be able to achieve so much. To think that she was previously a lost Polish who has limited English vocabulary. She actually cried after I hugged her! She said she actually hasnt cried when she bid her farewell to her school but now that she realised she's gonna leave me she started to feel emotional. Haha she's really sweet. I wish her the best.
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Kay man! FP3!! The last one! Even if I screwed this up.. I dont think it will affect that much *thumbs up*

I am not jiwang... at 08:50:00
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16.6.09

Six to go

... making parents proud, grateful
Nurkhayrul Salam
'BANDAR SERI BEGAWAN
Tuesday,
August 7, 2007
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IT WAS a proud moment for both students and their parents at the Signing of Agreement for A' level scholarship students, who are going to the United Kingdom. The Brunei Times talked to some of them to find out about their aspirations, feelings and plans when they come back to Brunei.
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Chong Zhao Ken, the realist, said that this was a good stepping point to achieve his ambition in becoming a quantity surveyor. "I really don't think one degree will be enough in this society, I will at least apply for my master," he added.
Science enthusiast, Lim Chioo Yin, is excited to be able to work within the advanced science facilities in the UK, and is looking forward to excel his A' levels to become a Biochemist.
I love newspaper errors. So funny. Ada pernah ada bapa bagi thanksgiving award to this Japanese man. Cool la ada pic TAPI SALAH LABEL!! Adaka label bapa orang JEPUN!! Kasian kasian
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Haha random pulang tapi aku ingat nazi cakap
"kalau ada orang atu lagi fortunate, jangantah ingau wa, in the end ia mati jua!"
Hahaha talur! Yeah, kalau sasak, pikir atu saja :P
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Cant wait for next week!! Im going to Thorpe Park with the CLC-ians and Chessington Park with Meja and her Gori and Hau x) Hofefully ke Exeter jua untuk jumpa fiance Judin :P
So have to, HAVE TO suffer before the sweet victory!
It's all gonna worth in the end!
So so much..

I am not jiwang... at 09:29:00
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10.6.09

that's great..

Maybe I should reconsidered going to Africa..

I am not jiwang... at 11:32:00
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8.6.09

gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila gila
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I WANT TO FAINT!!

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NABIL, NAZI, MIJAH!!!!!! The characters for Golden Sun DS masih sama!!! My god!! I just CANT control my excitement!! AWESOME MAX! Gila!! I seriously think this is the BEST NEWS out of all the E3 announcementS!! Kalah Edgeworth and FF7 PS3 remake!!

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Dulu it was this (2002)
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then the sequel (2003)
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Now this is coming..
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I just wanna scream!!! Tapi marah karang my neighbours.. Aiii, why am I a boarder?

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I wanna discuss this with my fellow game mates tapi it'll take so much of my times! Ahh!! Have to seriously BAN gamespot, ign, e3 from my internet browser! I have to study!! Ngacau ih di CLC nada orang share my passion for games. Damit! I mean there are, but to know Golden Sun, you have to an avid gamer when you are in primary school! Ahh!!
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6 YEARS not wasted waiting :')
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Now.. I want this too! But wishful thinking.. Imagine.. a "portable" xbox360. Superb awesomeness..

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Sorry if I freaked some people out. Ada orang kajut that I'm actually a gila gamer. Yeah I am. I'm not really a drama/movie-watching person so this is what consumed my life. DAYMN PROUD OF IT! Cant wait to go home and immerse myself again.. Sigh~

I am not jiwang... at 13:36:00
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Hey, I actually am so happy!

I LOVE THE E3 2009 LINE-UP!!
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Part from my HUGE disappointment of nada news of Tales of Vesperia and Last Remnant english version on PS3 (should I finally get an xbox360 now?), others are completely amazing!!
I have, have, HAVE to make a list! Ahhh!! So excited haha mulanya I was still sad, still affected by my other stuffs (Sorry Fiizah for not joining you to town when you came on Saturday, things came up but really nice to see you back :) ) then.. I know I have to go check the game website! I know it will cheer me up, even if just a LIL bit. I didnt know.. it'll be THAT MUCH!!
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Ace Attorney Investigations: Miles Edgeworth (DS)
Dragon Quest IX: Protectors of the Starry Sky (DS)
Dragon Quest X (Wii)
Final Fantasy VII (PSN)
Final Fantasy Agito XIII (PSP)
Final Fantasy Versus XIII (PS3)
Final Fantasy XIII (PS3)
Fragile: Farewell Ruins of the Moon (Wii)
Guitar Hero On Tour Modern Hits
Guitar Hero Smash Hits
Jak and Daxter The Lost Frontier
Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep (PSP)
Kingdom Hearts: 358/2 Days (DS)
Legend of Zelda Spirit Tracks (DS)
Magna Carta 2 (XBOX360)
Mario & Luigi: Bowser's Inside Story (DS)
Patapon 2 (PSP)
Persona (PSP)
Professor Layton and the Diabolical Box (DS)
Rabbids Go Home
Ranchet and Clank PS3 (almost forgot :P)
Shin Megami Tensei Devil Survivor (DS)
Tales of Graces (Wii)
Tales of Monkey Island (Wii)
Tales of VS (PSP)
The Legend of Zelda Wii
Vandal Hearts Flames of Judgment
WarioWare DIY (DS)
White Knight Chronicles (PS3)
Wii Fit Plus
Zephyr Rise of the Elementals
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Save the best for the last..
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GOLDEN SUN DS MAN!!
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AHHHHHH!!!
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BEEN WAITING FOR AGES!!
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Gila, me, mijah and nabil always fished for news of any sequel for Golden Sun 6 years ago!! We finished playing both Golden sun I and II on GBA 6/7 years ago! But it came to a point where we had to accept nada sequel. So sadly kami inda researched lagi. Then.. I saw the news.. I didnt believe it. I have to watch the e3 events! So when I watched the trailer.. I almost CRIED!! Gila!! I know, macam stupid bunyinya, crying over a game. But god!! Berabis rindu! The song still the same, the main character is still the same! Have you ever come across something which you thought will never come but still have a small hope on it. And when it comes.. The feeling is SO IMMENSE!!
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I called Mijah straight away! Sorry to wake you up :P Mijah not as excited, she's more excited of Professor Layton, aiya that puzzle girl. Then I skype rumah straight away. Nabil has the same reaction as me! Ahh!! I wanna hug Nabil now! Gila!! We keep discussing of the game, reminiscing. But I kinda ruin his mood a bit by saying Tales of Vesperia nada on ps3.. Ada on Xbox360 saja.. S'kay bro, bdayku kan datang, maybe babu wont mind if i want a lil bit more for my birthday xP hoho~ Oh yea, wish Ifah well for her blood test. Hope your headache isnt as serious as what the doctor had diagnosed.
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Hmm now I'm slightly off my schedule of revising Chemistry.. Now tinggal transition metals and organic nitrogen compound. Hope it will be fine. Today Peach first VIDEO skype with her new laptop (with me lagi tu ;) ) She was SO sakai! Haha so cute la~ Cool to see Izzah there too.
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Can't wait for Q4 2009 and 2010~

I am not jiwang... at 12:16:00
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7.6.09

Hey, I actually am scared of my cats now!

I saw this wicked, informative site about



They may look innocent and lazy but.. are they really?
Does these actions ring a bell?
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Make you think twice, ain't it? xP

*These are drawn by Matthew Inman, Founder & Designer of Mingle2*

I am not jiwang... at 02:24:00
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2.6.09

Hey, I actually want something!

Hahahahahaha

Who knows games can be SO WEIRD!!

Let me do the top 5 games *much credits to Alex for the thought*

5) THE TYPING OF THE DEAD (2000)

Screenshot of Typing of the Dead from Just Games Retro
This semi-educational game is supposed to teach kids to type and spell. In order to fend off hungry zombies, you have to accurately type words. Get them right, the zombies leave you alone. Misspell, and the zombies will eat your b-r-a-i-n.

4) CHAOS IN THE WINDY CITY (1994)


Basketball superstar Michael Jordan battles an army of basketball-headed zombies that has invaded Chicago. To defeat them, he uses an arsenal of magic basketballs (including fiery-hot basketballs and ice-block basketballs).


3) BILL LAIMBEER'S COMBAT BASKETBALL (1991)


Basketball is supposed to be a non-contact sport. Not the way Laimbeer played it. As a Detroit Piston in the 1980s, he was well-known for frequent flagrant fouls and starting fights on the court. His notoriety led to this futuristic basketball game in which players punch, kick, push, and throw bombs at each other.



2) TOOBIN' (1988)

Toobin' Atari game (Source: World of Spectrum)
At the beginning of the game, the player floats down a backwoods river in an inner-tube race. Things suddenly take a turn for the worse as the player is chased by ancient Inca warriors, angry hillbillies and dinosaurs.

The winner HAS to go to...

MICHAEL JACKSON'S MOONWALKER (1990)


A drug dealer named Mr. Big has kidnapped some children and takes them to the Moon, where he plans to use a laser cannon to destroy the Earth. As Michael Jackson, you have to defeat Mr. Big and his cronies by using dance moves that shoot "magic rays."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA You have to watch the video!! Cali gila! I demand a port release, fooo~!!
(notice who MJ save..)

I am not jiwang... at 04:12:00
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` here.waiting ;

    For the time to return
    back to the sultanate
    to finally catch up the times lost
    Z Ismail

that'.last>note

^reminds;me*of